Prayers

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Well for those who don't know Me(if you are not among my college or school folks). I am just another decent guy with lots of weird thinking and ambition in his mind.

This is Om Sao. A 23 yr Male from Hyderabad, India. Working
in Oracle India Development Centre as Application Developer. NIT-Tiruchirappalli B.Tech Computer Science and Engineering 2005-09 Batch. I don't think I am a good writer and giving reading it a go from my side to you is a better friendly suggestion. But yes, you can start off if you have nothing to do... Wait Wait.... What am I writing ?? I just looked on my wallclock it's 1:05AM (Just Now I yawned, feeling drowsy thinking about it's best time to hit the bed, sorry only bedding(no bed) I have in floor :) )

Well, as I am typing my thoughts on the fly.. So it's time to shout out Night Prayer(because it's one old habbit of mine(don't know since when I am following without any fruitFULL outcome :)).

I remember the time when I was in primary standard in school, where apart from some 6 subjects, we were taught to PRAY :). "Ask and you shall Receive" says Bible and we had been trained well in art of 'asking'. Not just that, we were also taught to do small acts of kindness, to be generous and cultivate virtues and values. We were said that, some guardians angels are watching us day and night constantly.

So, in this way I started PRAYING. I guess most of you also started in same way. Right ?? Difference may come in that, who taught you (In school or in home). And I remember what my prayers were like, at that time. In school I and my other friends used to pray regularly for a variety of favours (you know ?? we used to discuss the prayers in class that what we asked today ?? :) ). There was one girl(actually there were many :) but I used to talk to that very particular girl only) and I still remember that what her prayers were like ( appeals for a bright, sunny morning on sports day, for flowers to bloom in school garden in time, for puppies on the way to school to be safe and healthy (how innocent those days were :)) . And exactly 180 degrees opposite to it my prayers used to had like "Please God give measles to Kiran Mam (for this kind of prayers I used to squeeze my eyes shut :) )... as she gave me a zero in Social Science especially on the ass so that, she couldn't sit much in class and torture us.. Please God Please......". But Kiran Mam looked none the worse than she was, in fact, she seemed to appear even better with each passing day. I felt like my prayers went unanswered :( .. But I didn't give up praying, however. when I was in class 6th or 7th. I remember that, in Prayer assembly some girls fainting down on sunny days and then teachers, staffs rushing to give them some Active juice and supporting them to move to classroom(For this I used to think as, nice way to escape from boring assembly). I used to observe them carefully and thinking( more like praying) " Though girls in assembly keep dropping around me like nine pins. I feel so jealous of them GOD, especially when they are fussed over and given a glass of yummy orange juice. Can't you let me have blackout too, just once ??". But no!!! HE never heard my Prayers yaar... :( (I think HE moreover decided to ignore my pleas ).

I still remember one of my friend fractured a bone in his elbow. His hand was in cast of Plaster of Paris and he turned in a hero of class overnight :). My classmates rallied around him to touch the cast and write "get well soon" and other encouraging messages on white plaster. His friend list grown in a week like anything. Girls of my class started talking to him affectionately (sob sob :( ) and feeding him their lunch box(with their hands...what the f**k man ??? Girls are really stupid... How many boys agree with me ??? YES, all of you :) That's great :) ..). He became most happening guy of the class overday. Seeing all these I was consumed by envy and again started pleading to GOD "Can't you do anything like that with me also ? I also want to feel important. It's not fair GOD. I want a fracture NOWWW...Perhaps you can break my hand... Wait wait wait.. then how I will play marbles ?? Okay my foot, but not the right one.. Please. "(so silly and stupid I was :) ). But I had no such luck. All my pleas seem to have fallen on GOD's deaf ears. "Why HE never listens me ??" that was my question for all anguish. May be he doesn't exist at all. I tried my best. I slid down the stairs sidewalls very fastly backward and forward also :). I raced up and down the staircase three steps at a time and then four and sometime even jumped off the swing with the gleam of hope that, I would get atleast sprain on my ankle (not Right ankle :) ). But he never listened me.. not only this.. what I fetched in return??

• my unscathed body.
• a call from Principal of the school(I was harrassed that I will not be allowed to attend 5 games period because I am too wild to play with others and mischievous also :( ).

Now, much later, when life had moved me beyond childish dreams and demands. When I have grown up to adulthood having weathered many challenges in life. I faced many deep down moments and ecstatic moments too.

Now I think that, I learnt the true meaning of Prayers that go unanswered. And, that when HE leaves some prayers unanswered, it is HIS way of showing us that, what is good and what is bad for us. HE does answer every single prayer but in HIS own time and sometimes, when a prayer goes unanswered, that is the ANSWER.

Well guys much of philosphy for now :). I am very normal guy and have only prayer to god tonight that, "I have few dreams in life some for me, some for others and some for someone very special. Please answer these all prayers positively and as soon as possible. (Quick response will be appreciated :) :) )".. GOD, I am so greeeedddyyyy.. :);) :) ;) hahahahhahaahahaha ...

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Ohhh Man!!! it's 2:10AM.. it's time to hit bed now.. sorry bedding without bed :) :)

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